I really do not think that I am Narcissistic enough to do this web journal thing. I really hate talking about myself, posting pictures of my self or even seeming that i want to force my opinions onto others. But, i suppose if im gonna do this that it’ll always seem that way since its mostly me just talking about random stuff, and i know more about myself so I dunno.
I just really don’t want to seem that way. I rarely ever talk about myself in real life. Even on here on myspace (when i used to use it) people would ask me about myself and I wouldn’t know what to say really. I’d rather them ask me questions and i’ll answer honestly.
Have you ever been around someone who was so inlove with themselves? They only wanted to talk about themselves and its odd? i don’t want to be that person for really!
Maybe I can do this journal thing ha, But i always have second thoughts.
I’ll create better entries once I get over this and start loving myself so very much! he he…
But, i am really getting into it. For a while the web was so boring and lame. Nothing to do. Chat rooms were all filled with sex bots, and no one ever replied to me on myspace lmao! so there wasn’t nothing to do, and i got tired of creating the same web site over and over.
So this journal will probably help me in some positive ways. Get me out of my shell a bit.
I have noticed that the more i go into my shell and don’t talk about myself, the more i turn people away. Since i’m not interesting anymore. If i don’t talk about me sometimes, then the other person is having to always talk about themselves, which puts them in a odd post icon. So they are like “fuck this” and say “peace out”. hehe which i totally understand.
I have noticed that alot of celebs blog. Which is cool. They do it though to communicate with their fanbase, which is awesome.
The only two interested celeb blogs that I found so far is Ross Matthew’s and Rosie O’donnell’s which is why i have links to them here.
I check their blogs everyday. Again, their blogs are the reasons I even decided to go ahead and get serious about this. Maybe someday I’ll be famous and then i’ll need a blog. haha
Well if that happens, then finally someone will be reading this! 
I knew that if i stayed up late tonight, i’d eventually create a real entry, as i said in my previous one ha.
I really should head to bed though.
Soon, i need to find me a new job so i can pay my court fines for driving without a license! ha i need to get a license also!
I wonder if i’ll be in the mood to even write on here if i get a stressful job. I know alot of old people are always tired and stressed out from working all the time, so they don’t do anything really.
I don’t wanna be a stressed-out-overworked-old-person! ahh!
Maybe i should get some beauty sleep? ha Actually for me it’d be “stud muffin sleep”
I’ll write again later ePilgrims! have fun!
-Josh
