I really shouldn’t title any of these entries as “meep meep”. I’ve been saying that alot lately, and I’ll probably end up with like 5000000 entires with the same title.
Anyways I’ve been working on on a new layout for this site. I know I keep changing it. Uhh, I actually don’t even have the current one finished, but I don’t know. I always think that things can be alot better so I always want to change them. This one is okay, its just not very personal or anything.
I want something cooler looking, that is a bit darker, even though I’m not a punk or gothic person or anything. I love the font that I was using before on the other site, but it doesn’t look as good with only a few letters such as “Josh” or “Josh X”.
I came up with this image today:
It actually might look stupid on here since it’s meant for a white
background, but i saw that font while i was looking for others and i loved it. I love the way the red color looks online, but I wish that i could get blue to look as good since its my favorite color. Red is nice though and dark looking. It’s kinda hard to make baby blue or anything look dark, but also it could add a nice touch.
I always said that I’d never do “blogs” and I never will. This is a “web journal”. Blog sounds stupid and I’ve been doing this type of stuff even before that word was invented or whatever.
I think the difference between a “blog” and my “web journal” is the fact that no one reads my journal thing, but alot of poeple read other people’s blogs.
I was just reading Ross’s blog (ross the intern from The Tonight Show with Jay Leno) and he’s really into that. Alot of people read it also, which is awesome. I think there is no real point into doing this type of stuff if no one reads it since that is what it’s for really, i dunno. I suppose if someone ever stops by here and wants to read this crap they can.
I really just need to write on here to make this joshx.com domain useful ha.
Alot of people do that video blogging now, which would be so flipping awesome if i could do it, but i hate people looking at me or taking pictures of myself, so i couldn’t ever do that. But it’d be so much easier then sitting here writing random crap and thinking of more and more things to say.
I might do that some day.
So, other then that today I’ve just been messing around. I did some minor work on damnidunno. Especially the forum. I redid t he buttons and some of the graphics and made them look nice.
I am going to need alot of people to help out with that site. I really want it to be big. Last week i bought all the other major TLD’s for that name (damnidunno.us, damnidunno.org etc) and i felt dumb after on since its a big waste, but maybe its not. I have a problem with buying domains online. I don’t really ever produce these sites, but if i get money online such as in my paypal, domains are the only things I ever spend it on so i dunno.
Anyways a couple people have volunteered to help out at damnidunno, which is awesome. I really don’t know how to start with that, but i’m sure it’ll find its place.
I really need people to help develop it and come up with ideas. I’ve been so limited lately ha.
Isn’t Lisa Marie Presley one of the most beautiful women ever? i used to think that she was so hot, but then for some reason I thought she did Michael Jackson wrong, but really she didn’t. It doesn’t matter anyways really. I mean it’d probably be hard being with someone who is like that (busy all the time etc). I think she saw the real him and feel inlove, nothing odd with that. and what she says here is so awesome http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qsRK0GFSF-k.
It really made me regret everything I ever said negatively about her. She seems like a true, honest, genuine person. She had to of put up with alot with him, and I think she was severely let down.
I think she has had a hard live. People always think that someone who is rich and grew up with alot are very lucky and should be happy, but that’s not always the case. She had to grow up in some spotlight that her father created, and without him. Plus all the experiences in life that come after that, its crazy, I’m sure she had alot of great experiences also. I’m not going to pretend I know her or even can imagine how her life has been. I just know everything that I thought about her in the past is wrong And she is a beautiful soul. Even though i used to say some negative things, i still thought that she was so beautiful. She just really seemed “bitchy” sometimes, but that could be shyness also.
Sometimes people think i’m a dick or asshole in real life, but i never mean to be. Usually I am shy at first and it comes out that way, and I don’t mean for it to.
I really try to be more open, but its hard really. The only times in my life that I ever been completed open and stuff is when i’m acting goofy and silly. Like I used to at school.
Anyways, this entry went down some direction that I didn’t plan. I didn’t even plan on writing this much ha 
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Anyways I need to find something to do, I might just goto sleep 
I’ll write later.
OH yeah. MSNBC is on the tv right now in the background, and “To Catch a Predator” is on. I don’t know why I like this show, but these guys are retards ha.
