For a very long time I’ve been wanting a picture of me as a baby, but i wasn’t sure if any existed.
in 1994 when i was 10 years old my family’s house caught on fire a few days after Christmas. All the family photos were destroyed.
A baby picture of yourself seems to be something very special.
A few months ago i obtained a box of old pictures that were my great grandmothers who passed away in 1995. Most of the pictures are of people that i don’t know. Some are of us when were were like 6 years old and older.
Today i decided to start scanning some of family to post on facebook. i came across this photo of my siblings and cousins. My sister looks super young in it, and she’s like a year and a half older than me, so i thought it was from before i was born. So after i scanned it i decided to date it, and i looked on the back of the photo and it said 2-10-84, which i thought was interesting since i was born on feb 8th, two days earlier.
Then i looked even closer. For some reason, i always thought my brother was holding a doll or something, wasn’t too sure what it was, didn’t think it was a real baby at all. After looking closer, i realize it’s a baby, and it must be me, 2 days old.
So finally, i have a picture of me as a baby, and not even that, but as a new born Which is even cooler.
ha I know im not the best looking guy, and have been called ugly many times, but I didn’t realize every single picture I’ve been posting has been hideous, I thought they looked alright, ha. I wouldn’t post them if I thought they were that bad.
Anyways someone complemented me on this one today, so I’ll post it.
for some reason when I smile there is no curvature to my mouth as there is on others. I guess I’m a mutant, or I just don’t smile enough so my llips cant stretch that way? hmm.
I’m going bald! AHH! I think im too short to just shave my head completely bald, I dunno. ha
I always look creepy when I try to smile…
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haha ‘Detection’ over at the Neowin forums gave my pic a curved smile, but couldn’t make it look less creepy!
I posted these pictures on a web journal entry here
I thought it’d make more sense to post them here in the picture section too. I had the same look I have now that I had for the past 10+ years. Maybe a lil chubbier and have less hair, but still basically the same. Anyways here are some recent pictures:
We’re having another new year. A lot of people seem to go crazy over these but I never really do. Just another day really.
What sucks though is that I was planning on going out tonight, and still might, but I dunno. I have a damn bad cold that proceeded a couple day flu, and it sucks so much. horrible way to end a year.
I’m not sure if I’d rather have the stomach flu that I had, or this cold. I think I’d chose to have the cold because at least I can sit up and not rush to the bathroom every 5 seconds.
I just took some dayquil,, and some 1200mg Mucinex DM – MS. I hope this does something. At least clear my throat where I don’t feel the constant urge to cough something up, which doesn’t come up, and makes me gag for a while.
Weird thing happen latest night, or this morning when I finally passed out. I took some Nyquil, which expires in 1 day (jan 2012 ha), its all I had so whatever. I kept waking up thinking my heart stopped. I was feeling so weird after taking that. I had to remind myself that I was still alive. I don’t think you can live much longer after your heart stopped. The stuff was just making me feel weird as hell. But I was able to pass out just fine. But it didn’t do much to help me feel better when I awoke. Throat is sore as heck.
So 2012 is coming in. This will most likely be my last 2011 post.
Like I said, I never really make a big fuss out of the new year, to me its just another day. But I am going to take advantage of this new year as a timing marker. for example, I am addicted to cappuccino, but I have a lactose intolerance, or something, and those really mess up my stomach. But I love them so much so I’ve over looked it, and kept drinking a lot of them for the past 10 years, even though I kept having stomach probablems, and gained a lot of weight, which I know is from drinking too many of them.
So I’m going to use the new year as an easier way to measure how long I haven’t had one to drink. It’ll be much easier to keep track of than a random date like June 12. So it isn’t a new years resolution, because I think those are dumb, but just a tracking type thing. I also have some other habits I want to overcome. I guess it is a resolution thing, I dunno. I don’t think so. I wont freely accept that I have a new years resolution.
Damn, I really did want to go out and do something tonight. oh well.
I started working on another site called OWXD. Odd World XD. If you want to check it out the address is www.OWXD.com , I think that I am going to start posting a lot of my non personal stuff on there. I dunno. I’ll probably just sell it like the rest of my domains/sites, but its on shitty godaddy so I have to wait 60 days before I can transfer it to someone else, so I figured I’d work on it and give it a chance in the meantime. I think I’m getting sick of this web stuff. I don’t really care or get excited as much as I used to.
I think one of the major things I hate about my cold is that I randomly get cold chills or hot flashes, but I had these with the flu too, so its going on about a week or so that I’ve been having this illness. So I should be about over it soon.
Oh yeah back to the new year. I know I’m jumping around here, but I write as I go, so nothing I say ever makes sense.
The best thing about 2011 I would say is Battlefield 3. The game is damn awesome, and I’m still so inlove with it.
I don’t think I change my look often. Actually, I think I had the same look I have now that I had for the past 10+ years. Maybe a lil chubbier and have less hair, but still basically the same. Anyways here are some recent pictures:
have a happy new year!