Why do I always have to have some weird words or something as the titles to these things? I wish that I had some subjects or something to write about, but I never do so I end up giving it some weird title.

This whole journal thing is mostly my random rants and writings blah blah.

Anyway’s I was talking to a mj fan friend online today and I was talking about how I used to be a huge Michael Jackson fan. Lately I’ve been so annoyed by him and his fans. As I’ve written before. I don’t know why. for the past few years I’ve just been so tired and grumpy and everything, so maybe that’s why. I miss the old days when I was a at least kinda happy and inspiring. Now I seem to worry about everything, and I just end up being mean and bitter and everything.

I’m trying to get better, but damn I really am so tired all the time, it sucks!!

haha anyway’s check out this picture of me from … umm I think it was in 2001 or 02. I was doing my MJ dances as usual, and Look at the walls! I had MJ stuff all over them. Sometimes now I still put MJ stuff on my walls, but I’m getting to old for that crap and end up feeling gay and creepy or something ha so I take them done. I guess There is nothing wrong with it.
(click image for larger pic)

I might be going home tomorrow, and there isn’t any net there. So if I do, I wont be able to post on here for a while, unless I goto my sister in laws house, but I hate going there so I doubt it. So I dunno. I don’t really care actually ha.

anyway’s I’ll write again later.

The site is finally back on after a few days.

I moved to a new host, but there was a problem. MY old host uses a newer database version, so in order for me to get this site to work on it, I’d have to export the site’s database in a certain format, but I wasn’t able to, so I had to wait for the new host to upgrade the servers to the new version. Anyway’s it took them a couple days to do, and they have, so now the site is back on! WOOT

Nothing much has been happening. I haven’t been doing much online or anything. I’m pretty damn sick of it.
I think that I need to start drinking more water. That could be the cause for all my dry skin and headaches and stuff. I usually never drink much water, but starting yesterday I drink at least 8 glasses. the problem for me is that I have really dry mouth mot of the time, and water doesn’t help it much, so I just have to get used to it. Maybe I have dry mouth since I usually drink things with sugar in it, and I’ve read that sugar dries your mouth out more, so maybe my body just needs more water to fix all that. I don’t know.

So anyway’s I’ve had a lot of water yesterday, but I woke up today with a headache loll so its not working so far. might take a bit. I Dunn.

Oh yeah I had to delete my misplace again. I sent this stupid girl a MSG on there, she was being a bitch and I let her know about it, but I might be working at the same place as her soon, so if she read that message it could cause problems, and the only way I could delete the message so that she couldn’t read it is by deleting my account. Now that message shouldn’t show for her and it’ll say “user doesn’t exist” or something like that. But I still have the same myspace addy which is http://www.myspace.com/damnidunno

I still hate myspace anyway’s. This is like the 3rd time that I totally deleted it. I hate it so much but I have to use it since everyone I know uses it.

Oh yeah, something else hella sucks. I’m gonna have to quit drinking so much cappuccino! NOO! I need to start taking better care of my teeth before they get so bad that a dentist can’t fix them, and cappuccino has that sticky sugar crap in it, and it’ll just be better if I don’t drink it as much. A lot of people drink pop which is bad for their teeth, and I think cappuccino is about the same, both really sticky. But I love it sooo much! lol

anyway’s I’m gonna go. I’ll write again later.

So you wanna tickle my pickle? kiddin uh.
Nothing really going on right now. Just listening to “Kidd Kraddick in the morning” on the radio… well they have a steam of it online…. i love this show

I’ve been playing this kickass game lately. It reminds me of “America’s Army”. I don’t get into pc games much, but I really love the realistic ones. This is the most realistic game that I’ve played since America’s army. you can check it out here http://www.insurgencymod.net/

You need to have a steam account with half life 2 or something to be able to play it though.

Man i have another damn headache. It sucks. I am starting to wonder if these damn computer screens are causing them and my eye sensitivity. I always blamed them on other things, but its becoming more obvious. Or maybe the monitor just makes it worse, i don’t know. i know i can’t stand monitors that flicker. A lot of people don’t notice it, but i cant stand it. My monitor is on 85 HERTZ or whatever, which is pretty fast, but not fast enough. I miss having my resolution at 800x600px because the refresh rate is a lot faster at that level, but the screen is too damn tiny then.

Sucks.

I don’t really write much on here anymore, ha i really can’t think of anything to say and nothing much going on.

Anyway’s check that game out (if someone ever reads this.. uh check it out lol)

Oh yeah, I don’t know if i wrote about this yet, but if i haven’t, I have converted my myspace page to be a myspace page for the damnidunno site. I hate myspace. If people wanna talk to me they should email me or come to my own site or something, i dunno, i just hate myspace. So that’s why my old myspace profile has a damn chicken on it

Anyway’s I’ll write again later.

HI BUDDY’S!
WHATS GOING ON! ha

I haven’t updated or posted anything on here in a week or two. I just haven’t been in the mood really. I Actually took the entire site down, I wasn’t really inspired or anything anymore.

Anyway I took the evil theme off, it looked more badass and less gay, but I got tired of the evil side for a lil bit.

I edited the logo thing on the top. I changed the “J” style so it looked more like a J, I hope people can read it better now, and I also changed the picture of me in the top logo. That’s one of me from 4th grade or something.

Anyway’s I gotta pee. I’ll write again later.