Myspace
add me to your myspace!! I want to have tons and tons of people on my friends list even tho i never really go there. hehe
http://www.myspace.com/damnidunno 
Yahoo! Messenger Sucks!
yahoo messenger really fuckin sucks! Dumb ass kids on there booting people!!! shit is so lame. I just spent 30 min trying to log into my damn account. lol. its funny because i used to do it when i was a dumb ass lil kid yearrrrrrrrrrs ago. I wish yahoo would fix that shit. For now on i am only going to use Windows Live Messenger! As my messenger. Yahoo sucks so much!
uhhh
I am still undecided on if I want to put all my personal feelings onto this online journal thing. Remember I do have that journal thing i write and keep private, but i think i should go ahead and publish it. I mean it would be interesting for anyone to read. I’m totally honest and write my true feelings, and im one person who never lies or wants to lie about anything. So i don’t see how it can hurt me any. I know people will try to use things i write against me, but anyway it’ll be cool. so I might just do it.
I didn’t do anything lately. I’ve been so sick the last couple of days. Could barely stand doing anything. All i’ve really been doing is sleeping. I’m even still sleepy! I woke up around 2am and got on the pc and messed around for alittle bit. I printed out all my journal entries thing i typed on the pc. Took alot of page! i didn’t think it’d be that many pages. uhh yeah and i sent an email to m******.. went to quiktrip and got a cuppichino.. uhh i finnished watching the anchor man movie. For the past week i’ve tried watching it several times but kept falling to sleep. I put it on last night and fell to sleep even. haha but i finally watched it all. it was an okay movie. the guy who plays the main roll… Will farrow … or something.. anyways I never find him funny so i put off watching the movie for ever and i’ve head the dvd for a year or so. But its alright. Anyways thats all i’ve done today. I need to think of things to add to the site. Get the content and visitors up. Im just running out of inspiration to make these damn websites lol. But i’ll be okay… annyways i’ll write later.
another first entry….
This suck. Earlier i wrote a full entry here that took up the entire page, but just alittle bit ago i came back here to show my friend shawn something and everything was corrupt and messed up! Some how half of it got deleted. So i guess I have to retype alot of what I said, even though I dont remember a damn thing i said haha. anyways I guessI am goingt o start this blog, journal thing again. I think it’ll be more like a journal. I dont like “Blogs” or whatever. So yea, this is my online journal thing. I’ll try to be real on it and only talk about real shit goin on. I’ve been looking for scripts that I can use for my blog thingy, but none of them worked the way i want. WordPress was the best and prettiest, but it was hard to insert it into my damn layout. I’ve been using cutenews for everything for years and I know how to customize it really well and im already using it for the new sites and updates, plus the media section, so why not use it for this also? kinda pisses me off how my last post was all screwed up tho..
Anyways i feel like shit today. I have a huge ass cold and it feels weirder than any cold i ever had. Really feels like my head is disconnected from my body 
i dunno what the smile is for..
so yea..
I found some of my old pages on this archive thing. like the page i was using as a journal thing, it was more of a news thing for my old site from 2001. It was when i was goin to more group homes and shit. I lost that page and ithought it was very interesting to find it again. I am so different now than i was then. Back then i could actually think and use my brain so things i said made a little more sense back then. hah
anyways here is that page old page…
i been sleepin most of today. Im gonna go sleep some more soon. so damn tired. It sucks too cuzz i really wanted to talk to Nichole. She is such an amazing girl! and i miss her alot…… but we’ll talk later.
i cant think of anything else to write right now and ihope it doesnt get deleted lol. but i’ll write again soon
-josh
